понедельник, 27 августа 2012 г.


“Your beliefs become your thoughts,
Your thoughts become your words,
Your words become your actions,
Your actions become your habits,
Your habits become your values,
Your values become your destiny.”


― Mahatma Gandhi

понедельник, 6 августа 2012 г.

rain

 There are some eye-contacts on the tube, rarely. There are many people looking at their screens and so do I. There is raining 6th day outside leaving me for myself. There is something you can not express with words. There is time to choose, again and taking place now and here. Not on the tube. Fortune, Russian roulette - get it or leave it. Countable hours, uncountable minutes. Time of waiting and time of changing. New patterns, new thoughts and new meaning. New ideas and movements and new understanding of being. there is something more then rain outside. there is something like rain inside, refreshing and cleaning.


вторник, 5 июня 2012 г.

"You can not find peace by avoiding life"(c)

I've just watched The Hours by Stephen David Daldry. The story about Virginia Woolf. Felt every little moment of the movie. Its long I haven't seen something similar to this...ou maybe Fur: An Imaginary Portrait of Diane Arbus impressed me like that. I have people around who find this kind of movies not even weird, but a theme to joke on. People who probably, from my point of view, dont want to think of life. And of death. Yep, I agree, there is should be something to switch off ur mind and do not think of problems and blabla. but its my choice and my environment, my little world where movies play particular role. 

The phase that stuck on my head came here exactly on time when I needed it:

"You can not find peace by avoiding life".

Yes, great, and the choice is only thing we have...

воскресенье, 15 апреля 2012 г.

Difference

I came up with an idea a few mins ago that we tend to think the whole world of ourselves trying to isolate us from a part of society we do not respect or find them not interesting enough. We are convinced we are extremely different because we have experienced some kind of difficulties during our childhood or whatever and we are quite strong to leave it backwards and aim to develop and to go through all the troubles of the modern world without being punched. Sure, its cool.

However, most of the people have faced a lot of problems as well. After that all of us have altered and become probably closed or depressed or shy or introverted or suffer from emotional disbalance, whatever, even over-sociability tells phycologists a lot. None of us is perfect. And no definition of "perfect" exists. But I came to the idea that the difference is whether you want to change urself or remain with all that blocks for all your life.

We coined the word "system" and we trynna confront it while being a part of it. We became a cog in the wheel, reluctantly or not. But we are able to create our own version of it. From time to time external, but the most productive is likely to be internal one. If we are strong enough to go far inside of our beings, we might achieve whatever we want to. 

понедельник, 9 апреля 2012 г.

Welcome to here)

Hey...It's long time I wanted to open new blog in English. For the first time in life. Well...Hope it's gonna be engaging.

The reason why it's happened now is that I'm taking the exam (PTE Academic) in one week and supposed to write long essays and summaries in English. I gotta practice...Hm...Honestly...I should have done it before the fire behind my ass.

First of all, I'm a student in London and a kind of Russian blogger, I write for media, keen on photographs and thinking of life along this time. Some of that thoughts are gonna be expressed in my new blog combined with life experience and etc.